I’ve just had my dinner, at 11.15 pm. A fatty double cheese burger and a glass of milo. Whoa! Sungguh makan malam yang sangat telat dan super tidak bergizi. I’ve consumed at least two times of junk food this week. Bahkan minggu ini belum berakhir. Entah akan berapa kali lagi delivery makanan kaya ginian lagiii… Really, I wish I could stop eating these junky things! #wishlists4

Could I just skip this ‘unpredictable’ Sunday and go forward to November 27th??? I’m longing for going home pretty soon! Really, I am…

Gw merasa cukup produktif hari ini…

I didnt miss my subuh prayer #wishlists2

Though I’m sick and missed two classes today, I did some things useful in my room. Gw merapikan catatan2 yg sempat tertinggal dan sangat berantakan, ngerjain semua tugas untuk besok (kecuali matlab karena gw blum ada ide mau buat program apaan). Sempet baca2 dan ngulang materi kuliah kemarin. I should keep doing this! Doing the preview/review before/after classes and doing note taking. #wishlists3

Dan sejak hari minggu kemarin, weekly plan gw sudah berjalan cukup lancar… :)

So how can I best describe what happened today???

It was AWESOME! EXCITING yet TERRIFYING!

Big thanks for BHUPALAKA! I love everyone of you guys :-*

Gw akan menceritakan detail kejadiannya dilain hari..

Now I really need to have some sleep. Night everyone! Have a sleep sound… :)

I should have attended kumpul angkatan this morning. But since I got trouble sleeping last night, it was so hard to get myself awake today. So I decided not to come and get myself wrapped in my warmy bedcover.. :D

I guess, I really need an alarm. Not the one on my mobile phone of course. The one that louder. I should be more punctual! #wishlists1

When I Love You A Little Less Than Before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can’t feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late, too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

James Morrison – Broken Strings

so, it ends tonight…

it’s a shame to wait until tomorrow what u can do today

ya ya ya, kalimat ini harus diingat dan dilakukan dengan baik!

Stressful!!!

Yeah, I am!!!

So frightened seeing those midterm tests result. How come, dari semua uts yang gw sangat yakin akan mendapat nilai C at least, ternyata hasilnya worse than that!!! Atau Tuhan menegur gw karena kelewat optimis yang sama dengan sombong???huhu. Have no idea. I gotta struggle for the final tests…

I’ve been being ‘a very good procrastinator’ as ever, during this semester. Delay finisihing those Mechanical Drawing assignments which made me stay at CC until 11.30 pm and not sleep at all the day before the deadline! Delay doing the Mechanic Fluids journals. Not doing my osjur resumes. Bahkan menunda-nunda ngebuat laporan Surveying. Even didnt do note taking during classes. Not doing preview/review before/after classes. I’m totally messed up with thooose college stuffies. Hey, what’s on my mind actually?

And i’ve started to lists all my schedules, tasks, plans, and everything. But it didnt run so well. Minggu lalu semua list yang gw buat ga ada yang gw jalanin. Oh, God. Semoga minggu ini dan ke depannya bisa lebih terarah.

Dan satu hal, lagi yang paling-paling harus gw benerin. Solat lima waktu. Waking up is so hard to do for me. I miss my Subuh prayer very often :(, tolong maafkan saya Tuhan. Wake up, young ladies! Stop messing around!

Okay, I’m going to be 20 just by blink of an eye. I gotta be more responsible then…

Stop wasting time! Now I’m going to do the resumes for my osjur on the next beautiful Sunday.