Oh No!

I just cant take my eyes off of you during classes!

I like it when you sit next to me.

I like the way you smile.

I like the way you play that game.

I like just to be around you.

I like it…

I Miss Posting!

Since I’ve lost my lappy, I dont do blogging anymore. I miss my lappy, so much.. (dan ini berhasil mendapatkan laptop pinjeman dari Papa :), akhirnya)

Yeah, I lost it. Senin kemarin. Hari pertama semester 4 dimulai. Gue berangkat jm10an, meninggalkan kostan dengan kondisi sama seperti hari” lainnya. Gue pulang dari kampus, sampe kostan sekitar stgh6. Dan pas gue masuk kamar, udh ga ada aja laptopnya. Nanya ibu kostan, dia cuma jawab ga tau. Dan ga ada usaha untuk cari tau.

Satu setengah tahun.

Dan akhirnya, gue terpaksa angkat kaki dari tempat itu. Tempat yg udah kaya rumah kedua buat gue. Tempat yg ngasih rasa paling nyaman selama gue berada di kota ini. Dan skrg gue harus meninggalkannya. Dan akhirnya gue dg terpaksa pindah kostan. Walaupun penjaga kostan yg dulu rada” nyebelin, tapi gue seneng bgt tinggal di sana. My room was quite small but it’s comfortable. I had a balcony, and I had two large windows so I got sunny everyday. Ini kostan emang udah paling pol! Harganya ga mahal tapi fasilitasnya udh paling lengkap. Ga ada tuh yg namanya cuci baju maksimal 4helai sehari. Gue mau naro seember penuh juga pasti dicuciin dan wangi. Ga ada juga peraturan temen ga boleh ngingep di kostan. Lingkungan sekitarnya juga enak bgt. Mau cari makan gampang, kalo gue males keluar banyak yg bisa delivery. Hoaaa! Gue sedih bgt sebenernya harus pindah dari sana… Tapi sayang, karena penjaganya kurang koperatif dan sering bikin jengkel jadi beginilah. Terpaksa oh terpaksa pindah kostan!

Baiklah.

Selamat tinggal Ciheulang II No. 19 D. Sampai jumpa lagi Tubagus Ismail 8. So long!

Gue pasti bakal kangen makan di Serbu Rame. Kangen makan siang murah di Kantin AA. Kangen sm wanginya L&D laundry. Kangen jajan di Barokah. Dan mungkin akan susah cari tukang jahit buat ngecil”in bajuuu. Akan sangat kangen sama pisang goreng coklat keju nya Warung Bambu. Akan kangen banget nebeng Ncil tiap berangkat kuliah. Sediiiih.. Ga ada lagi tempat sepewe itu… Walaupun gue emg dpt kostan yg ga kalah bagusnya sama kostan gue yg dulu, tapi tetep aja rasanya beda :’(

And the lesson learnt is dont forget to lock the door and the window before you off from your boarding house! Put all your precious things in your board, lock it, and bring the key with you whenever you go…

And now all I gotta do is praying. God has a master plan, and I’m in His demand. Semua ini pasti ada hikmah-Nya. Dan gue berharap gue bisa ikhlas dan tabah ngadepin semua ini. Amin.

And I’m welcoming myself in Kanayakan Baru No. 1! Okay, I’ll start all over again :)

Yippie!!! Bisa ngeblog lagiiii :)

I wanna be new and different, Anything I’m not!

I will never be,  I will never be tall,  no
And I will never be,  never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world so cruel to me
When all,  all I ever want to be is anything I’m not

Gimme a break,  a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free,  I wanna be new and different
Anything I’m not
I’m not

I will never be,  I will never be you, no
I will always be,  I will always be me,  that I know
But oh,  even though I’m happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break,  a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free,  I wanna be new and different
Anything I’m not

Lenka – Anything I’m Not

Daydreaming

I was omw to Solo, by train, (btw, the air conditioner of this Argo Dwipangga dinginnya ga santai bgt! I brought no jacket and I was freezing anyway) when I saw the family of bule.

They were sitting right in front of me and my mom. The mother is Indonesian so we know who’s the bule, right. The kid is a boy, really looks like his father. So cute and so handsome. The kid and his father were sitting side by side. The father opened the map of Java and Bali. And he taught his son how to read a map. Then the father took a camera from his bag and took a pict of his son reading a book. It’s kinda fun watching this family activity. The father seems to love his son very much. He just cant stop kissing his handsome boy every five minutes, I guess.

Whoa, I envy them. I’m drowning in my future dream. Who’s gonna be the father of my children? Who’s gonna take their pictures? Who’s gonna read the books for them? And who’s gonna kiss them every five minutes like this bule does to his son? Who would be the one, huh?

Hhhmmm, daydreaming is so enteresting… :)

Sorry that I’ve chocked so many quotes on my blog.  I just need some motivation words to help me feel so much better :)

No one can go back and start a new beginning. But everyone can start today and make a new ending.

i love this one



I used to know you so well

But now, it seems like I dont even know you at all…

Never make somebody your everything, cause when they’re gone, you’ve got nothing!

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